Oook.. Its NDP tmr & im a ball of nerves. hv to remember to turn...hv to remember to turn. And it doesnt help my crappy mood much tt they actually gonna ship us away to kallang theatre w/o letting us see the NDP. how wonderful. I gotta snap out of this stupid mood man.. im a walkin zombie literally.. anyway im paintin my room n i got like hundreds of colours to choose from. well i luv colours but not when im restricted to shades of blue,green, yellow,pink and purple. i want sth vibrant! like dark colours. Fiery orange, red, dark purple, just whatever that suits my mood now..
And then its like everyone is askin me why im not goin JC. they go like ooo ur wasting ur 2 years in triple sci. yeah n thats the actual thing tt made me wanna go poly. i mean there's so much more to life rite instead of mugging for the As. 17 & 18 is like the prime years of ur teenage life!! ur nv gonna live it again so i will not spend it studyin. im nt actually intellectually inclined anyway. Like i wanna go back to volunteer at the sunday sch, n im gonna hv more trainings for my hockey once nxt year starts, learn more sports, just relax life for once! Yeah so many stuff i wanna do. Im actually thinkin of leaving a small part of my wall to paint some stuff there and having another part to put (or display) my hockey shafts, sticks or blades since there will definitely be no space if i just dump everything on the floor. Yeah n my mum will say im destroying my room. I will be amaze if she will be part of the destruction.