my sis tortoise is just so clever la.. Went all the way to the bathroom to urinate. And it wasnt easy for her getting thr being only 7cm tall. Clever girl..
Well the past few days were eventful. Me and dan... well went thru a rough time in our relationship la.. Im sorry i made things difficult too. Was feeling pretty messed up lately. I think i've figured out yesterday why i've been gettting the moods so often.
Im suffering from withdrawal symptoms. Well today's entry is bout my walk wth God.. 10 years of being in a christian sch n stuff. Its like prayers, devotions, singspiration, bible study, everything was provided for me those ten yrs. After graduation i was left hanging there. Not knowing how to continue i just faded away as a christian, and i didnt even know i was doing that. I guess i just kept convincing myself i still am one.
All those navteens meetings every sat i had the choice of going. But i didnt. Just told myself i've gt hockey ltr and i shldnt tire myself out. Left it at that. Soon the moods came la and they got worse. I didnt know what was actually happening to me til yesterday.
Yesterday, i didnt go help jerald move his stuff to his new place. Was still feeling lousy after fri night. the thing is that the christian that i was, i turned to God only when i dont feel gd so naturally that was what i did yesterday. Decided to go for the navteens meeting. Called vincent to ask if he cld come over n get my hockey stuff til i come back for it ltr. He's so nice la he came over plus offered to drop me off thr. Woah i totally didnt regret going. I know why of all meetings He made me go to this one. Summarising i learnt ALOT. Im pretty sure the moods will off and away if i keep this up. It was insightful.
I realised that if i didnt go, crap.. things wth dan wldnt have turned out so well ltr on at hockey aft that thing on friday. I wonder if i left him seriously puzzled about the change in me. Maybe im getting deep la.. but i do think that i changed in some ways.. And if i can help it i swear i'll nv want those moods again, its just.. i realised whats behind them la. And it was nth complicated. just that little guy wth horns whispering lies.
Anyway my relationship wth dan is back on track, stronger if i may say so.. =) Im so sorry for the past few days, having you tolerate me and trying to put me back at ease. Thanks also for giving me that space on sat even tho u still left 4 miss calls in the afternoon when my reception was down. =) love you so...