I've. got. no. sch. today.
Which. translates. to. no. sandrat's lesson. !
Got a freakin D for her module. my one D. argh and i skipped tt class when she was going thru the test.
Ricky and the rest are going johor today to chill. He's naggin me to go but im just not in the mood for it. I think i shall just stay home today, really need the time to catch up on my work and projects. I dont see next week as getting any better. I've gotten the sports and wellness shirts. =) dri-fit tech. no more time wasted staring at my wardrobe. Its grab a shorts and go. Attired for going to the sports hall anytime.
woohoo. i did some bouldering yesterday during my 4 hr break and i managed to sit start and grab the yellow rock tt only one other person managed to grab. Gonna work on my arm and finger strength. im relying alot on arm power now instead of technique. With practise, i think im gonna be fine. But then again, much as i like to give more time to rock, i cant.
The inline hockey hongkong ymca cup is gonna be on the 24th-27th nov, i think. If i get selected, im determine to do alot of persuading to get my parent's approval. Its was a straight N.O. yesterday. But its okay this is week 1, i've got roughly 16 weeks left. They cant give me tt stupid reason tt i've gotta concentrate on my studies. Heloo. im in s&w for a reason. Like it or not i've got to work wth sports for the nxt couple of years. They gotta change their mindset. I cant study sports for a living, i've got to go out there to actually do it. Im in a course where there's someone taking leave away from sch every other week. The tutors understand tt and they do give make-up lessons for us. I can study ahead on my own if tt makes them happy.
Oh another thing im quite determined bout getting is my nyaa-gold. Im hoping to finish it by the end of yr2. the hours to complete are quite tight. but lets see Physical recreation would be- inline hockey. Expedition-an overseas obs trip preferbly. Skills development- ???. Community service- no problemo. Residential project-urmm. we'll see.
Considering the events so far, i realised some part of me hasnt changed. It has alwys been a norm since sec sch for me to hv such a packed life. Im in danger of overwhelming myself but i hate a sedentary lifestyle. Academics have nv been tt impt but its still one of the things im need to feel tt i've given my best. Thus, the pressure sets in along wth all the other things. I know im living for myself inside my own world, im up before my parents and i come back when everyone's preparing to sleep (woah since when did the roles reverse) we hardly ever talk, moreof arguements. Results of faults of mine against their personalities. If anyone's to blame, its partly me.