i've been to the sports med ctr and i really like it cause i've found a effective place that actually helps my condition. saw xin yi there too she was just leaving for class.. woah her ankle's healing really fast ar.. so cool. unlike my old knockin knees. i have runner's knees so basically nth serious but awfully troublesome. told him my league's starting so he's trying to rush things out for me..
Thats the problem, my league's starting. Drafting is tmr at night in fact.. I dont think my mum allows me to go back. i'll try my luck.. sigh im in the amatuer's league of course.. i havnt been getting anyway since i get loaded with injuries.. When i needed ppl to talk to, no one seems online. Raf is awfully distant, pam's busy, gabriel replies quite erm out of point.. everyone i talked to went offline without saying bye. =/ well then i just went to talk to wen lin.. she's doing really well in hockey with team sundae at the hong kong ymca cup. They nearly got gold but had to settle for silver cause of own goal. sigh and sadly, if i didnt get the injury i would have been part of the team, at least prove to my mum tt sg womens hockey can make it la and not some crap sport. Whats more josh is leaving us.. =( he's so young and so talented. Obviously he loves hockey alot but he's quitting and selling his stuff. i think its pressure from mum i guess, this is his PSLE year. like wtf... i'll swear i nv let my kids give up sth they love n enjoy over studies. i've seen this happened so many times and im the victim of one. right josh gone, ilena's mum says its too dangerous, wtf, again. Raf says her life's too busy for hockey. pam's busy with attachment and she's the only girl left since i havnt gone down cause of injury. marcus's attitude like shit, i have no idea whats up with gab, peter n chris.. wenlin's side isnt better not enough girls to play full line. thats less than 4. they arent playing too cause of Os. Also, in the women's scene the only route would be to join team sundae. to make a team work u have to be family. maybe one day i'll join them if i stay on, i need to build my muscles up too, their training's intensive and i wld want to give my best.. Doesnt leave much eh, the other team is wildvines. i wont be joining them anytime soon. For all thats happening, i still love the sport, though sometimes i think with the kind of weak body i have i cant make it la. injuries every few months. i really cant afford to get another? i may have to be like josh and quit. Nth will ever fill the hole it took up but then again i feel so weary..
Which leads up to the big question. Should i or should i not join the league?! im really suppose to be studying for html test now, havnt covered much but i needed to just talk to something la without getting interrupted.. my blog's been great.. thanks baby. i should just dump html to tmr huh and pick up my hockey books. I havnt been playing for 5 whole months..