I guess I knew I was headed for disaster all along. And then boomed, crashed, it all happened too fast. I gained some, I lose some, only that im trying not to let the past get the best of me.. Leen o leen, you're such a mess really. This season im trying so hard for everyone because I know tt I cant live in my little world like I used to anymore. Dan once asked me, why do I give everyone just one chance? I gotta trust. And then suddenly, I realise how special kids feel, trying to learn something so basic and natural to everyone except yourself. And to the people that im going to leave some of my heart in their hands, don’t throw it around and leave me to find it.