Gawd, the decisions. My head cant breathe with all the mental branches. Had a bad day again, whats new, maybe this time its worse. Sometimes, I just think I may be suffering from depression and if I havnt crossed that line, I think its never far out of sight. I really want to let my mask down and just cry my eyeballs out to someone I’d allow myself to do that to. Everyone out there can just think im being emo, selfish, weak or anything else, they say chill, relax and not think so much, but just know im trying to get myself out of this shit too. with the help of true friends.