its BEEN LONG. =) a hundred and one things happened and one month just flew past. Lots more coming up and I cant seem to bring myself to blog. Like right now. Today's my one good day where I didn't need to do any reports at all since school started months ago and things with danial are right back on track, I just think that its easy loving each other but it's a different story trying to stay together. But im really glad that we're trying again, so many times after we felt so tired from it all.
There's so much that life could be but sometimes, I see only the expectations that everyone and everything demands from you. In today’s world, where work and school demands the best out of you and constantly pushes you to a limit, where can a person find respite? Even religion needs trying. It just comes to a point where u stop enjoying doing them and be pushed around. Guess its time to pull myself out of this self imposed cacoon and start thinking and doing, even then, I’ve gotta try for myself. Sometimes I lax and I wonder what will happen if a person just stops trying and then bad images just came rushing in, because it’s disastrous and you’ll only wreck yourself, you’re letting youself fall into the pits and its horribly dark down there. Okay, this is a warning alarm, time to do something with my life. I think I just need to find directions and know what I need, I’ll be living life if I can.
This place is just a place where I dump all my inner baggage, its not the entire me. =)