I woke up with a start feeling so darn disorientated. It must have been the lack of sleep the night before and the beer over lunch that's causing all those dreams. The only dreams i ever had were daydreams and the one that i just had was filled with confusion and a bad scare. I saw in the dream that overnight each and everyone of my teeth was rotting and breaking off and my mouth was filled with broken bits of teeth, which were even down my throat. It was bad, sorry for the awkward details... Its a sign that im gonna start brushing and flossing my teeth well.
And the worst thing was that i dreamt of that guy, the one whom if he was single, that everyone had an inkling feeling tt we would have dated each other here. But the thing is, what a friend said confused me, the emotions that im feeling now should not be doubt but truth that in reality, we're just looking out for each other with great respect and nothing more. A friendship like that has thin boundaries and clear lines need to be drawn. Once in awhile, you meet a guy that you know is going to be a great everything but an attached one, nah this is definitely a no go.. So pack all the confusion back in the box and its going back on the shelves.
Okay, the boiling water is done, im making myself a cup of hot tea and im settling down on the floor by the heater with cookies and my notes.. Nap time's over and on with actual work!